Thursday, October 09, 2003
Quits
So, after just two rehearsals, I have realized I am going to have to quit the play. This is a very big deal for me because I've never quit a play or any creative project involving others before.
But, my heart is not in it.
And, I am so stressed right now because of work & the upcoming holidays & the upcoming one year anniversary, which I've really started to feel.
Plus, my mother is coming to visit me for a week in November.
And, rehearsals are 5 days a week.
I love the people in the play, and I love the director, but I am going to have to quit. Tonight, we have rehearsal at 7:00 & I'm going to either meet with the director beforehand or talk to her after.
I feel terrible about this.
--m
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So, after just two rehearsals, I have realized I am going to have to quit the play. This is a very big deal for me because I've never quit a play or any creative project involving others before.
But, my heart is not in it.
And, I am so stressed right now because of work & the upcoming holidays & the upcoming one year anniversary, which I've really started to feel.
Plus, my mother is coming to visit me for a week in November.
And, rehearsals are 5 days a week.
I love the people in the play, and I love the director, but I am going to have to quit. Tonight, we have rehearsal at 7:00 & I'm going to either meet with the director beforehand or talk to her after.
I feel terrible about this.
--m
